cinta

writing about matters of the heart is never easy. that is why i have been avoiding it so far. maybe i felt that it was a bit too personal. maybe it's because i'm afraid that if things don't go well in the relationship, it would be hard to forget about it as there would always be the entry to remind me of it. but this time, i actually feel that i need to make an entry on this. so that i can remind myself. and learn from the whole thing that happened. so this time, i'm making an exception.

cinta tegarkan hatiku

tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau

naluriku berkata

tak ingin terulang lagi

kehilangan cinta hati

bagai raga tak bernyawa

aku junjung petuamu

cintai dia yang mencintaiku

hati yang dulu belayar

kini telah menepi

bukankah hidup kita

akhirnya harus bahagia

'cinta' by kris dayanti and melly goeslaw

i used to hate this song (basically because i am not a fan of ms coleslaw there. she's just too weird for me). but i could never forget one line of the lyrics since the first time i heard the song:

cintai dia yang yang mencintaiku

this particular line had stayed in my mind like a bad jingle. mungkin sebab aku tak pernah setuju dengannya. with the whole concept. mencintai seseorang kerana dia mencintai kamu? what about what YOU want?

but something happened to me quite a while ago that finally made me understand what it means. it's just a pity that it took a heartbreak for me to understand it.

well such is life. kehidupan.

cinta

biar saja ada

yang terjadi biar saja terjadi

bagaimanapun hidup

memang hanya cerita

cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan

cinta…..

how true.